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You're lame.
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[06 Mar 2008|01:07pm] |
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March 15-16 = Pittsburgh
March 28-30 = Nashville
April 4-6 = Chicago
April 12-13 = Louisville
May 9 = Tegan and Sara (I have an extra ticket if anyone would like to go with)
June 8-15 = Florida
July 8 = Tom Petty
Overwhelming, but I can't wait!!!
My mom just made me realize something... my grandma didn't even aknowledge my birthday. and she wonders why a lot of people are so cold to her. she has not spoken to me since christmas. and even then, I HAD TO GO TO HER. every other time i have seen her, she has ignored me. my dad had a surprise birthday party and when she was saying bye to everyone, she literally walked right by me and didn't say anything to me. i don't know what I did to make her be like that towards me. the sad thing is, is that i don't even care. is that bad? :(
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[27 Feb 2008|11:42pm] |
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It's all an act.
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[21 Feb 2008|02:14am] |
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my birthday was today....
and i'm broke as a joke :(
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[12 Feb 2008|02:20am] |
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treadmill on... doh!
blinds close... squat!
door open... crash!
hahahahahahaha
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[10 Feb 2008|03:54pm] |
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life is good.
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[20 Dec 2007|02:34pm] |
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sometimes when you take chances, the outcome isn't always what you wanted it to be... and that's okay.
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[17 Dec 2007|04:26pm] |
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i'm freezing.
i missed my appointment with the surgeon. which i guess turned out to be okay because that big bump is now just a tiny bump. i think my doctor is retarded. i love her to death, but seriously. The people who have actually been around me this past 2 months or so, can tell you just how sick i really was and how miserable i really was. yet, my doctor could not figure out what the hell was wrong with me. she came to the conclusion that it was just mono, and if thats true... shit, that was a bad case of mono! anyway, for the most part i'm better. for the most part.
things are going really good right now. i'm starting to just let things go, and just move on from everything that has been going on these past few months. there's no reason to dwell on things, right? it's been doing nothing but stress me out, and i'm tired of being stressed. that probably didn't help with me being sick either. so i'm done. done being stressed, done dwelling... done, done, done!
i just feel really good. maybe today is a good day, who knows. but seriously, i'm just happy. school is doing good, work is good, friends are good (although i miss a lot of them) and now it is winter break. these next 2 weeks are going to be so much fun. i can't wait.
one thing that i am NOT happy about... christmas is a week away and i haven't even started shopping. ugh, i do this every year. i have no idea what to get my parents. no idea. all they have on their list is gift cards. i can't just hand them a bunch of cards ha. hmm, any ideas?!
i did however, order some new shoes. i love shoes. they're definitely my weakness, ask anyone.
anyway, i think i'm done here. not much more i wanna talk about. later kids.
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[03 Dec 2007|04:05pm] |
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So I have to get surgery.
i found a lump/bump, whatever, on my chest last week and it has gotten bigger since.
I go Friday to talk to the surgeon and do whatever.
I know it's probably not a big deal, but who likes surgery!? Not me. This is my first surgery, so I'm nervous.
Blah.
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[20 Nov 2007|11:53am] |
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my mom told me she hated me today...
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[12 Nov 2007|07:13pm] |
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xeversosweet34x: You know what turah321: what? xeversosweet34x: I am always finding something to be depressed about like no matter what--and even though im sick of school and bored of life and having money problems xeversosweet34x: Im happy xeversosweet34x: you know why xeversosweet34x: Cause i have you turah321: aw yay turah321: you shouldn't be depressed or stressed or antyhing like that turah321: there is no room for that shiznit turah321: be happy and enjoy what you have xeversosweet34x: I know turah321: (patrick... me!) turah321: haha xeversosweet34x: hehe xeversosweet34x: very true xeversosweet34x: at least once a week i let school and work get to me--but its people like you who make me realize that I have so much more xeversosweet34x: so thank you turah321: you're very welcome turah321: i'm glad that i can make you feel better xeversosweet34x: you always do! xeversosweet34x: youre good at that
hehe i love her.
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[12 Nov 2007|04:49pm] |
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Okay , so it ISN'T my last visit to the doctor. I have to go back next week. But to a different kind of doctor.
Seems it could be a little more serious than we all thought.
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[12 Nov 2007|12:28pm] |
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I've been to the doctor 7 times the past 2 1/2 weeks.
Today was hopefully my last visit.
Sigh.
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[06 Nov 2007|07:54pm] |
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1. I hate you.
2. When will i finally be all better. I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired all the damn time, it's making me mean.
3. Why do I always feel like I'm being played?
4. I don't like pretending that I'm happy
5. i like you.
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[28 Oct 2007|02:39pm] |
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this is for emily vaught...
[Me]: I am deeply sorry.
[guest530]: its kool :) thanks tar
guest530 lost connection.
its from a conversation at work, on our chat line. haha, they called me tar!
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[26 Oct 2007|11:05am] |
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going to the doctor, again, today.
will they just figure out what's wrong already?
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[20 Oct 2007|10:49am] |
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Wish I was in your arms lying right there beside you. But I know that I'll be in your dreams tonight, and I'll gently kiss your lips, touch you with my fingertips. So turn out the light and close your eyes.
I'm already there. Don't make a sound. I'm the beat in your heart. I'm the moonlight shining down. I'm the whisper in the wind, and I'll be there until the end. Can you feel the feeling that we share? Oh baby I'm already there.
We may be a thousand miles apart, but I'll be with you wherever you are. I'm already there. Take a look around. I'm the sunshine in your hair, I'm the shadow on the ground, I'm the whisper in the wind, and I'll be there until the end. Can you feel the feeling that we share? Oh baby, I'm already there.
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[14 Oct 2007|05:42pm] |
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"because thats what people do...they leap and hope to God they can fly cause otherwise, we just drop like a rock...wondering the whole way down why in the hell did i jump? but here i am...falling, there's only one person that makes me feel like i can fly....its you"
"just know that i'm with you...and what you feel, i feel it too"
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[14 Oct 2007|04:14pm] |
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life is good at the moment. with a few exceptions... but they will soon be resolved :)
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[02 Oct 2007|03:07pm] |
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It's not always about what you want.
Sometimes it's what you need to do, to get what you want.
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